Most of my good -bad memories from last one year is trapped at this place…

I write the things , I can – not express by speaking…that’s why I owe this place a lot , all the bloggers who have been there as companions to sort out my tangled life …I am thankful to you

I am going to share something important …I consider myself the luckiest girl to have such great parents… who have always given me more than I deserved , When most of the girls from my age were getting married , they allowed me to persue my studies in a stranger city …Their love and trust over me is much more than my brother , which my relatives find strange…They gave everything they could and still they are…

I appeared for an examination few days back…its was a state level government officer examination…I won’t lie but I worked hard enough to qualify this exam… Everything under my potential was done to fall in the criteria…but I guess It was not enough… I couldn’t make through the exam…

Excuses never count … You either win or lose…

I cried in washroom so my parents couldn’t see me…I know when they will find out that I am broken …they will be in pain…much more than I am feeling right now.

I have told them about the result and they have consoled me … with their love and trust they are still by my side…

I am not going to give up …how could I ? I am just short of 6 marks from the one who qualified…I can- not quit ….

If life is either win or lose … I’ll keep on trying till I win… I’ll work harder this time…

Apart from losing this exam I guess I lost something more…A part of me which I loved…yeahh I don’t see anything lovely or valuable in me now…

At present I am a failure and… I am feeling it so badly in myself that can’t be explained…

I don’t want anything from me but to win this time…not for my parents or anyone else…but for myself

So that I can face myself bravely.

I won’t end up a loser…never

I wish one day…when I will have enough courage to face myself…I will come back to this place and stay forever.

Good bye

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Thanks Momy….😘

Hello lovely bloggers…🙋

Today when I was marketing at my place with my Momy ..I saw her , and fell in love at the first look…She looked so damn cute…I couldn’t resist …and thanks to my Momyyyy☺

I got her…I am sooo happy 👼👼👼
 

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Isn’t she pretty?? 😍😍😍😘😘😘

Now I need some help ,to decide her name…:?

And I request all my friends here, to suggest me some good names for her…

P.S. – I already have a Teddy ( Ponky) and a doll ( Riya) …so plz suggest the names excluding these two…😂😂

Life Lessons- 1

I got a call yesterday from my mom…she informed about the whole currency case going on 😕 …

Me~ Hell , I ‘ve got lots of 1000 and 500 notes … what to do now😒😒😒

Brain~ No response😑

Me~ Looking at everyone’s face …no body is talking about it…means everyone is not aware of it…Thanks to my Uncle in bank…I got to know early…I can fix a bit of my tension come on brain …do something😧😦😦

Brain~ Give the advance rent to your P.g. Aunty( no she isn’t post graduate , actually I am her paying guest)…

Me~ Yeahhhh 😄😄😄 Love u brain…I m gonna be the next Sheldon Cooper of the Century🙌🙌

Me~ Runs with 7000rs. cash , pays rent returns happily…

Thank you Bhagvan ji , Adhe ka to jugad kar diya🙏🙏😇😇😄😄

Within 2 hours…

Scene of my hostel changed like anything …😯😯

The volume of T.V. was so loud …that the speech of our respectable P.M. could be heard from any corner of any room…

Suddenly every person around me became Arnab Goswami…”You shut up …let me speak”…:?:?😧

I felt as if some spaceship has just landed by the level of panic around me😱😱

Me~ koi na Meko pehle hi pata tha…so just chill:roll::roll:

All of a sudden….

Aunty~ Beta take your money back …Baad me de Dena…koi jaldi ni h…

and she handed over my 500 and 1000 Rs. notes back to me …😭😭😭😭

Me~ Nooooo 😥😥😦😧

Brain~ At least I tried:?:?

Life lesson~  ” Over smartness” is subject to market risk ,please understand the situations around you before using .

Shopping saga…

Me and my younger brother at shopping mall…☺

Me~ I have to take only few tops for regular use…It will not take more than 45 minutes…

Bhai~ OK Di…

Me~ Let me see now…😌😌
How is this White top …light colors suit me??🙋

Bhai~ Its party wear…you don’t go to parties.😐

Me~ 😯

Yeahhh … Ohh look at this blue one , I can’t find its sleaves though:?:?
Ohhh its here…this top is so stylish …isn’t it.

Bhai~ Di … look at this extra cloth flowing from its back…you luk like superman going to take off…😂😂

Me~ 😐😮hmmm…

Bhai~ Lets go there Di…I spotted some cool tops…

Me( mumbling in my head) ~ Every top suggested by him is crap…some are lose , some are faded, some are silver😒😒

* 2 hours passed…😥😧

Me ~ If you want to go …you may go Bhai…I m so confused :(:(

Bhai~ No I’ll stay

Me ( In my head and heart) ~ Mera Bhai kitana acha hai…:D:D

Me~ OK then…do you want something

Bhai ~ No , I don’ t have money:'(:'(

Me ( insisting) No Bhai take what you want…I’ ll pay …

Bhai ~ Goes with the speed of light…brings one half jacket from men’s section…Look Di…😄😄
Its party wear , stylish, comfortable…just a bit costly 😐

Me~ No worries Bhai…
Finally we return…with his cool outfit and my two regular T- shirts:'(:'(

On reaching home….

Bhai ~ Mom look I bought this cool jacket …I selected it in only 2 minutes…
Di spent 2 hours …tried every top over there and look what she got there…

Mom~ Hahaha…That’s funny
Your sister is good for nothing 😄😄

Me ~ 😱😱😱😣😣😤😤😠😠😠😠😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬:evil::evil::evil::evil::evil::evil:

Recovering from the “Mushkil” after affects…

WARNING- If unluckily you have already watched the movie, “Aae Dil Hai Mushkil”, my sympathy is with you…
   
                Creed belonging to KJo’s fandom ,this post is strictly prohibited for you…

From the time I watched the first teaser of the movie…I was on clouds…😍😍

The starcast  was so powerful …and the songs were cool…
“Channa Mereya”… became my favorite and the movie became a must watch on my list…

Finally I got the chance to watch the movie…I enjoyed the first 20 -25 minutes…The Bollywood drama and the chemistry between Ranbeer , Anushka was good…😍😍😘😘

But after that … It kind of became “Creeper”…standing on the support of the “Supporting cast”…:?:?

The movie was stuck on  the actress agenda… Pyar Dosti Hai.
or the reverse of it…

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The actor however is portrayed as a very bechara guy in the beginning …who gets madly in love and a heart break transforms him into an epic singer…
      ” The actor’s character is very original ,how ever you can get a very  strong reflections of Jordan from Rockstar while watching the movie”😯😐😐

After the predicted Rona -dhona of Ranbeer … movie converts itself into a “Touch and go” game…

Everything and everyone just come and leave without any logic…leaving the audience confused and irritated…

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The anticipated role of Aishwarya also didn’t work much for the movie… She arrives as the next world wonder 😍 and departs as…😒

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I won’t comment on Fawad khan … no controversies on my blog😌😌

Shahrukh comes like the ultimate love guru…may be the shortest role but man… he nailed it in his few dialogues😍😍😘😘

The movie proceeds with some heavy and unwanted drama…:evil:😣😤😥:'(

The celebration of “balled cancer look” could be done only in karan johar’s movie…😰😱😱

Movie begins with a steamy seen between Ranbeer – Anushka…
however in whole of the movie ..she is portrayed as the goddess who wants to pursue only friendship with him…

“Adi aur Ant kuch bhi samajh na aya”
“KJo Teri kaisi Maya”…. :twisted::twisted:😭😭

The only good thing about the movie is the song “Channa Mereya”…
Its very beautiful as well as useful…
You can download the designer mehndi of Ranbir and get your hands decorated the same way☺☺😍😘😜😜

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My vision Revision …

I am not able to decide the title of this post …as I am not clear about ,my exact state right now ( mentally) 😥😥

When I was a kid.. some of my friends were having poor eye sight …they use to wear spects which I adored … I considered it as a cool accessory … and even made some fake attempts to show off that I am struggling with my eyes:?:? I complained to my parents about head ache , blurred vision etc… which was all a lie…but nothing helped

Well after some years my views changed…On my prolonged wish…I still appreciated ppl with spects but no not for me..not at all 😦😦

The main reason is …I love my eyes and eyebrows and I hate to get it covered over some artificial eyesss😒😒😒

Guess what god’s planning was … Today after some pblm with my vision ( actually) I went for a check up to Dr. and she suggested the spects …😨😨😵😵😵:o:o:o
right eye -1 , left eye – 0.75

IS THAT TRUE 😯 HELLL NOOO😩😩😰😩😦😥😥😥

How suddenly I lost my vision…
Well Dr. told that bcz I have always been the front bench student…I was not able to figure out…the problem was started long back…:(:(

Anyways … That’s life:|:|

Everyday is not a happy day…😯😯

Love letter to the banned books…

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The tittle of my post is borrowed from an article of SAYANTANI DAS GUPTA  which forced me to pen down few thoughts ……

In the article writer taught her University students an upper division literature course titled “BANNED BOOKS FROM AROUND THE WORLD”….

She further mentions the books she included in the course…

1- Joseph Anton by Salman Rushdie

2- The Absolutely True Diary Of A Part Time Indian by Sherman Alexis

3-The kite Runner by Khaled Hoseini…

4- An Area of Darkness by V.S. Naipaul

5- The Lottery by Shirley Jackson

6- Lihaaf by Ismat Chughtai

And many more….

Literature helps young people realize that they are not alone in the world….Books inculcate the improved Imagination, Communication, Analysis, Empathy, Agility and understanding….

My first reaction after reading the title of article was…Why ban books??
“People who ban books are like people on diets who get mad at someone for eating a doughnut”….If you don’t like it…don’t read it….

But as The challenge is complex the over simplified solution will definitely not work here….

The banned books have elements that can cause disturbance in one or the other way depending upon the contents in it…..

After reading a couple of short stories from above mentioned books …My view on the topic slightly changed….The books with high level of profanity,or capable of inciting religious violence or hurting national sentiments could be approved or not????

We live in a highly complex world where “One person’s normal is the other person’s provocative”…….

All the violent and challenged things in the world will come to light for everyone and pretending they are not there or trying to erase them instead of embracing will be our fault….

The book challenges are often motivated by the desire to protect us in the world where points of view vary….
Its also respectful and kind….

              Problem arises when an organized group want to dictate the reading selection according to their own choice…..

Reading what’s familiar is like hearing echoes of yourself ….Complex books teach how to analyze and argue….

An ultimate solution of this problem couldn’t be found easily….but may be we can succeed by drawing a boundary line somewhere …..which exists above our comfort zone but within the reality…which allows us to discover but not disturb on the basis of obnoxious facts…..which open welcoming hands for the truth and is not shyed away by the society……

Revelling in joy….

Hello lovely bloggers….🙋🙋

I am so very happpyyyy as the festive season is all set to start:):)

I am going home on Diwali…and I can’t express how happy I am…😁😁

My room mates told … that I have started smiling during my sleep from last 2 days…All I dream about is home sweet home …That’s the height of happiness 😅😅😅

By the way I am all set with the Diwali spirit…🙌🙌🎆🎊🎉🎇
 
By that …I means apart from clothes I’ve bought colors for making Rangoli😍😍 I love lights … hope our house will be decorated by Dhanteras….Woweeeeeee👼👼👼

I know…I am over reacting.. and this post also sounds equally stupid:? as my previous posts…
But I am helpless…what to do…
I am going home after a long break and I can’t wait to see everyone…

I wish my mom likes the Kurta I got for her…She is so choosy …which scares me completely when I am shopping for her…😱😱
She rarely likes something….and I
Rarely reject something completely…
That’s how it works😅😅

All ready for the blast here I come everyone…

To all those who are still reading this mad post…
Lots of love…😍😍😘😘😘😘